So, hang myself or blow my brains out.

上吊或一枪爆头。

About whether I blow my brains out or not.

我崩自己一枪关你什么事。

I just want her to see me blow my brains out.

我只是想让她 亲眼见我轰掉自己脑袋。

No, I said I was gonna blow my brains out.

不是 我是说要一枪崩了自己。

But then I thought, when I...if I thought more about blowing my brains out...

但后来我想，当我...我想到要轰出自己的脑浆。

" Then I am to blow my brains out" ?

“那我要把我的脑袋炸掉”？

BecauseI don't want to wake up one morning with a sudden urge to blow my brains out.

因为我不想某天早上醒来 突然想要把我的大脑炸开。

331.Because I don't want to wake up one morning with a sudden urge to blow my brains out.

因为我可不想某天醒来 想把自己的脑袋打爆。

'Yes, if it is necessary, I shall still have time, ' said I to myself, thinking of my intention of blowing my brains out.

‘是的，如果有必要的话， 我还有时间， ’我自言自语， 想着我要炸掉我的脑袋的打算。