I have grave misgivings, however, as to Bimala ever getting that fifty thousand rupees within her reach, and it will probably be only a thousand or two which will actually come to hand.

然而，我非常担心 Bimala 是否能拿到她力所能及的那五万卢比， 而实际到手的可能只有一两卢比。

The idea of some active good within her reach, " haunted her like a passion, " and another's need having once come to her as a distinct image, preoccupied her desire with the yearning to give relief, and made her own ease tasteless.

在她力所能及的范围内有一些积极的好处的想法，“像一种激情一样困扰着她”，而另一个人的需要曾经作为一个独特的形象出现在她的脑海中，她的欲望全神贯注于对给予解脱的渴望，并使她自己的安逸变得无味。