He lists all the things he's done to try and forget Cynara.

他列出了他为了忘记辛娜拉所做的一切。

On the one hand, he's sick of the memories of Cynara.

一方面，他厌倦了对辛娜拉的记忆。

To numb his desire for Cynara, Dowson seeks intimacy indulgence and joy.

为了麻痹他对辛娜拉的渴望，道森寻求亲密、放纵和快乐。

Instead, he's thinking of Cynara and the soul connection he feels with her.

相反，他在想辛娜拉和他与她的灵魂联系。

I am not as I was in the reign of good Cynara.

我已不是善良的辛娜拉管束下的那个样子。

We feel the pace and the chaos of his philandering and partying in the first line, and then it's though he's trying to break free from Cynara's grip but can't.

我们在第一行感受到他混乱的调情和派对，然后虽然他试图摆脱辛娜拉的控制，但却无法做到。

Alliteration again, madder music, the elongated M sound stresses the desperation in his voice, he's trying to drown out Cynara with the sound of music, strong wine, but no matter how drunk and senseless he gets, she still lingers.

又是头韵“madder music”，拉长的 M 音强调了他声音中的绝望，他试图用音乐的声音，烈酒的声音淹没辛娜拉，但无论他喝醉了，失去了理智，她仍然在徘徊。