She was married—married against her inclination to my brother.

她结婚了——违背她的意愿嫁给了我哥哥。

I supplicated the Nuns; I insisted upon seeing Agnes, and hesitated not to avow my suspicions that her being kept from me was against her own inclinations.

我恳求修女；我坚持要见艾格尼丝，并且毫不犹豫地承认我怀疑不让她见我是违背她自己的意愿。