And Alice, and Carlisle… I said in wonder.

“还有爱丽丝和卡莱尔… … ”我惊奇地说道。

Carlisle, I… Edward hesitated. I don't know if I can do that. There was agony in his beautiful voice again.

“卡莱尔，我… … ”爱德华迟疑着。“我不知道自己能否做到。”痛苦再次出现在了他美丽的声音里。

That's why it took me ten years to defy Carlisle - I could read his perfect sincerity, understand exactly why he lived the way he did.

这就是为什么我在过了十年之后才敢挑衅卡莱尔——我能读到他全然的真挚，确切地理解他为什么要过着这样的生活。”