Perhaps his lifelong constraint towards women, which he had attributed to accident, was not chance after all, but the natural result of instinctive acts so minute as to be undiscernible even by himself.

也许他一生对女人的拘束，他归咎于偶然，毕竟不是偶然，而是本能行为的自然结果，微小到连他自己都无法察觉。