Alternating with devastating periods of depression, for me, both mild and severe, often 50 or a hundred days at a time, catatonic, can't get out of bed, disappearing on the team, unable to go to work, sometimes undesirous of living in.

对我来说 毁灭性的抑郁症交替发作 有轻有重 经常一持续50天或100天 精神紧张症 下不了床 在团队中消失 无法去工作 有时甚至不想住在里面。