In another media report, he described the drumming life as a " cross between being an athlete and a total nervous wreck" .

在另一份媒体报道中，他说鼓手的生活是" 介于运动员和神经高度紧张的人之间。"

His friends in power were lost, and he knew life too well to risk total wreck by trying to save them.

他当权的朋友都死了， 他对生活了如指掌， 不能冒着彻底崩溃的风险去拯救他们。