But it is much to see clearly from one's point of view, and therein the evil days I have treasured are of no little help to me.

但从一个人的角度来看， 这是很清楚的， 其中我珍藏的邪恶日子对我有不小的帮助。

Then the evil days of Tostes began again. She thought herself now far more unhappy; for she had the experience of grief, with the certainty that it would not end.

于是托特的坏日子又重新开始了。 她认为现在比那时还更不幸，因为她已经有了痛苦的经验，并且相信痛苦是没完没了的。