You were definitely at a low ebb, that had its beginnings before you met Ruburt, being at loose ends in many respects, after the early financial success which was the result of work and expectation.

你明显处于一个低谷，这在你遇到鲁柏之前就已经开始，在早期的工作和期待的财务成功之后，你在很多方面都处于散漫状态，不知做什么好。