'St John, I have so many reasons for happiness.

“圣约翰，我高兴的原因太多了。

'I can't do it, St John, I'm not strong enough! ' I cried.

“圣约翰，我不能，我不够坚强。”我大声说。

St. John, I will not marry you.

圣约翰，我不会嫁给你。

I don't think I would be a very good helper for you, St John.I began tosay.

我想我不会是你的好帮手， 圣约翰。 我开始说了。

If I join St. John, I abandon half myself: if I go to India, I go to premature death.

如果我加入圣约翰，我就放弃了一半自己：如果我去印度，我就会过早地死去。

" St. John, " I returned, " I regard you as a brother—you, me as a sister: so let us continue" .

“圣约翰，”我回道，“我把你当作兄弟——你，我把它当作姐妹：让我们继续吧”。