It was only a moment of self-disgust, a touch of nausea brought on by being a stranger who had spent too many days too close to these sordidly powerful American gangs, too close to the gunpowder-scented 'gracious life' of gangland aristocracy.
这只是一瞬间的自我厌恶,作为一个陌生人, 与这些肮脏强大的美国帮派相处得太近,太过接近黑社会贵族火药味的“优雅生活” ,所带来的一丝恶心。