It is, I suppose, a schizophrenic process to begin passionately and to end critically, to begin hot and to end cold, and, more important, to be passion-hot and critic-cold at the same time.

我想，这是一个精神分裂的过程， 开始时充满激情， 结束时批判性地结束，开始时热情洋溢， 结束时冷淡， 更重要的是，同时充满激情和冷酷的批评。