At first she thought that she misunderstood it; she could not believe what she heard, and could not reconcile herself to the idea that she was a convict.

起初她以为自己误会了。 她无法相信自己所听到的， 也无法接受自己是一​​名罪犯的想法。

It was now August, and there had been no mention of the Spanish journey to which he had alluded to Edith, and Margaret tried to reconcile herself to the fading away of this illusion.

现在是八月，没有人提到他提到伊迪丝的西班牙之旅，玛格丽特试图让自己接受这种幻想的消退。