But I would have done it on my own terms.

但我会用我自己的方式写下这个故事。

Then at least let me leave on my own terms.

那好歹让我按自己的方式走吧。

My goal now is to use social media deliberately and on my own terms.

我现在的目标是根据自己的条件，有意识地使用社交媒体。

Then I could turn you down and walk out on my own terms. -Your terms?

然后我就能把你打败按我的条件离开。-你的条件？

I was gonna do it on my own terms.

至少要孤独得舒服一点。

And I felt like I had this—I had the night on my own terms.

我感觉我已经拥有了这个——我按照自己的方式度过了这个夜晚。

" Dearest Bree, I will always love you, but the will to fight on has left me, so I've chosen to...exit life on my own terms."

“我最亲爱的布里，我会永远爱你，但是生存斗志已离我而去，所以我要以自己的方式退出生命舞台。”

Had I assumed war was possible and paid attention to the signs, I could have avoided it entirely, or at least, I could have engaged it on my own terms.

如果我认为战争是可能的，并注意这些迹象，我就可以完全避免战争，或者至少，我可以按照我自己的意愿参战。

Maybe, I thought, if I spoke out, I could reclaim my name, and I could rewrite my narrative on my own terms. Maybe if I spoke out, I could raise awareness about this.

也许，我想，如果我说出来， 我可以收回我的名字，我可以用我自己的方式重写我的叙述。 也许如果我说出来， 我可以提高人们对此的认识。