But I called my mother every night crying and I was turning away perfectly good full-time jobs.

更糟的是我每晚打电话跟我妈哭诉，我拒绝很棒的全职工作。

Feeling betrayed and confused, Joanne spent many nights crying, wondering what her birth mother had been like.

乔安妮感觉被背叛了，困惑的她哭了很多个晚上，想知道她的生母是什么样的人。

I got no sleep, spent the whole night crying.

我整晚没睡一直在哭。

Here I am a night and a half ago, or even the previous night, crying in my bedroom.

一个半夜前，甚至是前一天晚上， 我在我的卧室里哭泣。

A few guys even threw a drunken fit last night, crying hoarsely and bawling whole heaps of nonsense that I never understood.

昨晚有几个人还发酒疯，嘶声竭力，不知道在吼什么。

The half-benumbed mental condition which was the effect of the last night's violent crying made it necessary to her to look again and see if her wretched thoughts were actually true—if the letter was really so cruel.

由于昨晚的剧烈哭泣而导致的半麻木的精神状态使她不得不重新审视，看看她那些可怜的想法是否真的是真的——如果这封信真的如此残忍。