But in the excitement of it all, and with the chance to make that positive impact I'd always dreamed of, I made some naive and stupid mistakes in communication that threatened the entire message.

但在这一切的兴奋中，并有机会产生我一直梦想的积极影响， 我在沟通中犯了一些幼稚和愚蠢的错误， 威胁到整个信息。