A melancholiac's first memory is generally something like this: 'I remember I wanted to lie on the couch, but my brother was lying there.

忧郁症患者的第一印象通常是这样的：‘我记得​​我想躺在沙发上， 但我哥哥躺在那里。

This seems to be very modest, but I believe that it goes to the root of the whole trouble If a melancholiac is able to do anything he wants, whom can he accuse?

这似乎很谦虚， 但我相信这会触及整个问题的根源。 如果一个忧郁症患者可以为所欲为， 他还能指责谁呢？