And worst of all, I let myself go.

最糟糕的是 我放任自己。

I was able to be myself and just let myself go.

我可以做我自己，而且放飞自我了。

On the brink of collapse, I stopped fighting, just letting myself go.

我全身都快虚脱了，我不再划水，就这样放松自己顺水而漂。

I would never have let myself go.

我会忍住。 我永远不会放手。

After nathan was born, I completely let myself go.

自从Nathan出生以后 我完全不修边幅。

I just sort of let myself go limp and spaced out.

我只是让自己变得软弱和恍惚。

I didn't want to let myself go there, but I remember thinking that people were going to die.

我不想去那里，但我记得我当时想着有人会死。

But I definitely try to continue to stay active so that I don't let myself go and I look good for you.

但我肯定会努力继续保持活跃，这样我就不会让自己失去活力，而且你看着我也会觉得不错。

It's me who tries again and again to be moved—let myself go a thousand times and I'm always me.

是我一次次尝试感动——放手一千次， 我” 我永远是我。