I got on my knees beside her and put her head on my shoulder. " Mother, I know I've never been much use to you here" .

我跪在她旁边，把她的头靠在我肩上。" 妈妈，我知道我在这里对你没什么用。"

First thing that I do when I wake up is I slide out of bed and I get on my knees and I go through a spiritual routine that I've been doing for the last 29 years.

当我醒来时，我做的第一件事就是从床上滑下来，然后跪下，然后进行我在过去 29 年中一直在做的精神常规。